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Sunday, September 18, 2011

Bored? Yes!

Okay Hi. I know I know, fbk is addictive yawww! But hey, I'm bored here. Well, as usual after a long time am gonna update about me myself and I. Exams are around the corner u see. So have been slightly busy studying and all. But besides all that! Love? Damn this fucking thing called " LOVE " I'm at the urge to give up everything! EVERYTHING I MEAN. There are so many moments that didn't last forever, & I'm at a corner tryna put them together. Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love. Now am on a mission, & its quite working well, I guess.. I know no one would ever read all these. LOL. But I'm just here because I'm bored & stress at the same time! Now I'm already feeling lazy to type out everything LOL! So bye! :D

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Back once again.

Woaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Seriously, its been so lnog since I blogged. Damn it. So many things has happened. But who would wanna dwell on it right now? I'm so addicted to twitter.. & I'm trying to go on low profile. Started off with the deactivating of fbk.. I realised, after everytime I deactivate my fbk, I'm always back to blogging. I don't really think anyone is reading my blog either. Everyone is so occupied with fbk. But still I can't abandon my blog just like that. It has been with me for damn many years. Hahah just that I don't update.. Sad story I know. Okay yes. Back to life. Yeah the fucking past is really annoying me. Why on earth does it have to haunt me? & karma is always a bitch. I'm tryna get myself occupied. Well, I'm schooling & working now.. Kinda helping me be a more responsible person.. just kind helping only. LOL.. Okay that's life, everyone go through shit. We just have to adjust & live with it.. but not as easy as how I'm saying it.. Love life.. Hmmm... I've gotten over it life abit fast in my ex boyf, Vasan's issue.. I know its impossible for a girl to forget certain things in her life.. But I just take it a nightmare to be forgotten & everyone learns their lesson.. I learnt mine.. I regret yeahh.. but never to do it again. Well that has been affecting me in my current r/s. Not that I'm in a r/s but.. I like this guy.. & all. Everything is so difficult.. I can't seem to get things on the right track. But I still believe & have faith & hope & confidence & all.. yeahh. He is one of the * HARD-TO-GET * guy. But I blieve someday he'll understand me.. why not waiting for him? I know people might think I'm a bitch.. I mean I dumped Vasan for this current guy.. But I don't think what I did was wrong. I dumped a guy for another guy because I think loving another guy is much worth it. Vasan never treated me right.. He abuses me.. He tortures me.. I'm sure what I did was right.. Just waiting for the day when the current guy that I love realises how much he means to me. I swear this sucks. Not able to express yourself when he's not giving a listening ear.
But.. Just hoping for the best! Till then. Stay tuned.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Alone Tonight

What Can I Do To Make You Mine? Feeling So Hard So Fast This Time. What Did I say, What did You Do? How Did I Fall In Love With you?

Monday, May 24, 2010

im not her.

Uh-huh. 0okay,NOW ITS TIME I BETTER THINK REAL HARD. I dont think i am that stupid enough to not know whats happening. Just because you dont tell me, doesnt mean i dont know. There are so many things in my mind, that i cannot tell everything out when you just asked me whats on my mind. If you know then shut up. You try to be nice when you know you're doing something cheeky all along. Trying to cover up would be a better word. I can't take things any longer, it isnt the first time. I know whats best for me, i know what to do. If you think you're someone who know me very well just because you know my name,think again. I can be nice to you,and let you step on my head theres a reason for it.

She's too young to understand what he wants her for, pity that girl

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Black is black is black is back

Hello! Hmm.. its been long,very long since i visited and updated my web. Well, fbk had kept me very occupied forgetting about blog. Temporarily deactivated my fbk. So 'm back to blogging. :D Lets put it this way, I've been good pretty normal ever since last year. Though certain things get out of hands it doesn't lead to a very harsh ending. I'm happy for that. I feel that i should get more into my friends than concentrating on one person. Ive lost one earlier i know the pain. Things would be fine and back in place if i have that confidence is enough. :D Tc people, will be back with updates.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

the woman speaks

When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurts,her fury knows no bounds. Then she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion,she hates with devastating malice.

& this is true. :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

problematic children

Okay seriously i had enough. I can't stand these girls! PLEASE don't assume about whoever i'm talking about. What's up with you people? Can't you'll know your own enemy? And its just one girl that needs a piece of my mind. I've ever bitched about girls and then we've become close, but this is different she spits at your face and you tell her "hey sorry about the past" what are trying to do? show that you're the good one and making the other party the bad one. You wanna be famous go head spoil your damn name don't bring down other girls name too. When you'll are not related to each other or by blood you'll call yourself cousins, she's my sister , my love, my everything. Then die together la? sisters what! You hate one girl, and you will sit down hours talking cock with her. Eww. Since you're a big time bitch why don't you just go woo the guys instead of i love ***/***/*** or whoever. WE understand you love many of them, but don't you understand they all hate you? Don't you find yourself such a irritant to others? Half of the time on fbk i see you writing on the girl/s wall,not one or two god damn so many? I know i don't have to give a shit about all these, but I'm very annoyed. Please, you're a bitch nobody likes you, get a life. And whoever who wants to tag on my board about these issue remember, you are no one to assume who I'm talking about or to judge me. If you'll have a real problem in what i said,all i can say is. I'm sorry,THIS IS MY BLOG. So done reading just MYOB.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

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He loved Ms.right, he didnt know her first name was always FRIENDS We all love friends SAYANGS ; SUTA-SISTER(: DHINI SYG (: TVYA(: NAVITHA (: PRIYALATHA (: RAMIZAH (: SHINI-P. (: LOGITA (: ALIYAH (: SREE (: PRASANTH (: SAFINAH (: LOVED ONES ; SHANTHINI (: ARUNA (: SHAZANA (: SHARAS (: ROSHNI (: MADHINAH (: AASHAA (: CHANDINI (: SAPNAA (: GREENRIDGE-ENS FAALAH (: THAMBI (: SURESH (: J.URIE (: QIAN HUI (: WANNI (: VIVIEN (: ANNABEL (: June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 May 2010 November 2010 May 2011 September 2011 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.	Sunday, September 18, 2011 Bored? Yes! Okay Hi. I know I know, fbk is addictive yawww! But hey, I'm bored here. Well, as usual after a long time am gonna update about me myself and I. Exams are around the corner u see. So have been slightly busy studying and all. But besides all that! Love? Damn this fucking thing called " LOVE " I'm at the urge to give up everything! EVERYTHING I MEAN. There are so many moments that didn't last forever, & I'm at a corner tryna put them together. Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love. Now am on a mission, & its quite working well, I guess.. I know no one would ever read all these. LOL. But I'm just here because I'm bored & stress at the same time! Now I'm already feeling lazy to type out everything LOL! So bye! :D 9:12 PM · Tuesday, May 24, 2011 Back once again. Woaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Seriously, its been so lnog since I blogged. Damn it. So many things has happened. But who would wanna dwell on it right now? I'm so addicted to twitter.. & I'm trying to go on low profile. Started off with the deactivating of fbk.. I realised, after everytime I deactivate my fbk, I'm always back to blogging. I don't really think anyone is reading my blog either. Everyone is so occupied with fbk. But still I can't abandon my blog just like that. It has been with me for damn many years. Hahah just that I don't update.. Sad story I know. Okay yes. Back to life. Yeah the fucking past is really annoying me. Why on earth does it have to haunt me? & karma is always a bitch. I'm tryna get myself occupied. Well, I'm schooling & working now.. Kinda helping me be a more responsible person.. just kind helping only. LOL.. Okay that's life, everyone go through shit. We just have to adjust & live with it.. but not as easy as how I'm saying it.. Love life.. Hmmm... I've gotten over it life abit fast in my ex boyf, Vasan's issue.. I know its impossible for a girl to forget certain things in her life.. But I just take it a nightmare to be forgotten & everyone learns their lesson.. I learnt mine.. I regret yeahh.. but never to do it again. Well that has been affecting me in my current r/s. Not that I'm in a r/s but.. I like this guy.. & all. Everything is so difficult.. I can't seem to get things on the right track. But I still believe & have faith & hope & confidence & all.. yeahh. He is one of the * HARD-TO-GET * guy. But I blieve someday he'll understand me.. why not waiting for him? I know people might think I'm a bitch.. I mean I dumped Vasan for this current guy.. But I don't think what I did was wrong. I dumped a guy for another guy because I think loving another guy is much worth it. Vasan never treated me right.. He abuses me.. He tortures me.. I'm sure what I did was right.. Just waiting for the day when the current guy that I love realises how much he means to me. I swear this sucks. Not able to express yourself when he's not giving a listening ear. But.. Just hoping for the best! Till then. Stay tuned. 1:49 PM · Tuesday, November 16, 2010 Alone Tonight What Can I Do To Make You Mine? Feeling So Hard So Fast This Time. What Did I say, What did You Do? How Did I Fall In Love With you? 8:04 PM · Monday, May 24, 2010 im not her. Uh-huh. 0okay,NOW ITS TIME I BETTER THINK REAL HARD. I dont think i am that stupid enough to not know whats happening. Just because you dont tell me, doesnt mean i dont know. There are so many things in my mind, that i cannot tell everything out when you just asked me whats on my mind. If you know then shut up. You try to be nice when you know you're doing something cheeky all along. Trying to cover up would be a better word. I can't take things any longer, it isnt the first time. I know whats best for me, i know what to do. If you think you're someone who know me very well just because you know my name,think again. I can be nice to you,and let you step on my head theres a reason for it. She's too young to understand what he wants her for, pity that girl 9:18 PM · Sunday, May 23, 2010 Black is black is black is back Hello! Hmm.. its been long,very long since i visited and updated my web. Well, fbk had kept me very occupied forgetting about blog. Temporarily deactivated my fbk. So 'm back to blogging. :D Lets put it this way, I've been good pretty normal ever since last year. Though certain things get out of hands it doesn't lead to a very harsh ending. I'm happy for that. I feel that i should get more into my friends than concentrating on one person. Ive lost one earlier i know the pain. Things would be fine and back in place if i have that confidence is enough. :D Tc people, will be back with updates. 6:11 PM · Tuesday, December 8, 2009 the woman speaks When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurts,her fury knows no bounds. Then she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion,she hates with devastating malice. & this is true. :) 8:18 PM · Sunday, November 29, 2009 problematic children Okay seriously i had enough. I can't stand these girls! PLEASE don't assume about whoever i'm talking about. What's up with you people? Can't you'll know your own enemy? And its just one girl that needs a piece of my mind. I've ever bitched about girls and then we've become close, but this is different she spits at your face and you tell her "hey sorry about the past" what are trying to do? show that you're the good one and making the other party the bad one. You wanna be famous go head spoil your damn name don't bring down other girls name too. When you'll are not related to each other or by blood you'll call yourself cousins, she's my sister , my love, my everything. Then die together la? sisters what! You hate one girl, and you will sit down hours talking cock with her. Eww. Since you're a big time bitch why don't you just go woo the guys instead of i love *//** or whoever. WE understand you love many of them, but don't you understand they all hate you? Don't you find yourself such a irritant to others? Half of the time on fbk i see you writing on the girl/s wall,not one or two god damn so many? I know i don't have to give a shit about all these, but I'm very annoyed. Please, you're a bitch nobody likes you, get a life. And whoever who wants to tag on my board about these issue remember, you are no one to assume who I'm talking about or to judge me. If you'll have a real problem in what i said,all i can say is. I'm sorry,THIS IS MY BLOG. So done reading just MYOB. 8:44 PM · Thursday, November 19, 2009 bukit batok 3:03 PM ·