kuttina

Bored? Yes!

2011-09-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

Okay Hi. I know I know, fbk is addictive yawww! But hey, I'm bored here. Well, as usual after a long time am gonna update about me myself and I. Exams are around the corner u see. So have been slightly busy studying and all. But besides all that! Love? Damn this fucking thing called " LOVE " I'm at the urge to give up everything! EVERYTHING I MEAN. There are so many moments that didn't last forever, & I'm at a corner tryna put them together. Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love. Now am on a mission, & its quite working well, I guess.. I know no one would ever read all these. LOL. But I'm just here because I'm bored & stress at the same time! Now I'm already feeling lazy to type out everything LOL! So bye! :D

Back once again.

2011-05-24T13:49:00.003+08:00

Woaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Seriously, its been so lnog since I blogged. Damn it. So many things has happened. But who would wanna dwell on it right now? I'm so addicted to twitter.. & I'm trying to go on low profile. Started off with the deactivating of fbk.. I realised, after everytime I deactivate my fbk, I'm always back to blogging. I don't really think anyone is reading my blog either. Everyone is so occupied with fbk. But still I can't abandon my blog just like that. It has been with me for damn many years. Hahah just that I don't update.. Sad story I know. Okay yes. Back to life. Yeah the fucking past is really annoying me. Why on earth does it have to haunt me? & karma is always a bitch. I'm tryna get myself occupied. Well, I'm schooling & working now.. Kinda helping me be a more responsible person.. just kind helping only. LOL.. Okay that's life, everyone go through shit. We just have to adjust & live with it.. but not as easy as how I'm saying it.. Love life.. Hmmm... I've gotten over it life abit fast in my ex boyf, Vasan's issue.. I know its impossible for a girl to forget certain things in her life.. But I just take it a nightmare to be forgotten & everyone learns their lesson.. I learnt mine.. I regret yeahh.. but never to do it again. Well that has been affecting me in my current r/s. Not that I'm in a r/s but.. I like this guy.. & all. Everything is so difficult.. I can't seem to get things on the right track. But I still believe & have faith & hope & confidence & all.. yeahh. He is one of the * HARD-TO-GET * guy. But I blieve someday he'll understand me.. why not waiting for him? I know people might think I'm a bitch.. I mean I dumped Vasan for this current guy.. But I don't think what I did was wrong. I dumped a guy for another guy because I think loving another guy is much worth it. Vasan never treated me right.. He abuses me.. He tortures me.. I'm sure what I did was right.. Just waiting for the day when the current guy that I love realises how much he means to me. I swear this sucks. Not able to express yourself when he's not giving a listening ear.
But.. Just hoping for the best! Till then. Stay tuned.

Alone Tonight

2010-11-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

What Can I Do To Make You Mine? Feeling So Hard So Fast This Time. What Did I say, What did You Do? How Did I Fall In Love With you?

im not her.

2010-05-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

Uh-huh. 0okay,NOW ITS TIME I BETTER THINK REAL HARD. I dont think i am that stupid enough to not know whats happening. Just because you dont tell me, doesnt mean i dont know. There are so many things in my mind, that i cannot tell everything out when you just asked me whats on my mind. If you know then shut up. You try to be nice when you know you're doing something cheeky all along. Trying to cover up would be a better word. I can't take things any longer, it isnt the first time. I know whats best for me, i know what to do. If you think you're someone who know me very well just because you know my name,think again. I can be nice to you,and let you step on my head theres a reason for it.

She's too young to understand what he wants her for, pity that girl

Black is black is black is back

2010-05-23T18:11:00.003+08:00

Hello! Hmm.. its been long,very long since i visited and updated my web. Well, fbk had kept me very occupied forgetting about blog. Temporarily deactivated my fbk. So 'm back to blogging. :D Lets put it this way, I've been good pretty normal ever since last year. Though certain things get out of hands it doesn't lead to a very harsh ending. I'm happy for that. I feel that i should get more into my friends than concentrating on one person. Ive lost one earlier i know the pain. Things would be fine and back in place if i have that confidence is enough. :D Tc people, will be back with updates.

the woman speaks

2009-12-08T20:18:00.005+08:00

When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurts,her fury knows no bounds. Then she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion,she hates with devastating malice.

& this is true. :)

problematic children

2009-11-29T20:44:00.007+08:00

Okay seriously i had enough. I can't stand these girls! PLEASE don't assume about whoever i'm talking about. What's up with you people? Can't you'll know your own enemy? And its just one girl that needs a piece of my mind. I've ever bitched about girls and then we've become close, but this is different she spits at your face and you tell her "hey sorry about the past" what are trying to do? show that you're the good one and making the other party the bad one. You wanna be famous go head spoil your damn name don't bring down other girls name too. When you'll are not related to each other or by blood you'll call yourself cousins, she's my sister , my love, my everything. Then die together la? sisters what! You hate one girl, and you will sit down hours talking cock with her. Eww. Since you're a big time bitch why don't you just go woo the guys instead of i love ***/***/*** or whoever. WE understand you love many of them, but don't you understand they all hate you? Don't you find yourself such a irritant to others? Half of the time on fbk i see you writing on the girl/s wall,not one or two god damn so many? I know i don't have to give a shit about all these, but I'm very annoyed. Please, you're a bitch nobody likes you, get a life. And whoever who wants to tag on my board about these issue remember, you are no one to assume who I'm talking about or to judge me. If you'll have a real problem in what i said,all i can say is. I'm sorry,THIS IS MY BLOG. So done reading just MYOB.

bukit batok

2009-11-19T15:03:00.012+08:00

A volatile match that doesn’t last long.

2009-11-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

i can take you higher.

2009-11-08T13:13:00.006+08:00

After all it isn't that bad, when I turn around and act flashback-ing its funny that I had more of it and poor darling was being cheated. In a way its a good thing for me,but what can be worst she'll be crazy over him after this? lol if that happens I'll kill myself. Everything was done was for enjoyment but there'd be a better way to enjoy.Everyone wants pleasure and satisfaction,its not wrong but don't crave for it always.The reason everyone looks for love is because it's the closest thing we have to magic. Play the game of love like it played you. The rest of these bitches need to be nervous, because when I come, I come correct.

never wanna let go

2009-11-07T11:01:00.002+08:00

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too but I'll never know.

back

2009-11-07T10:54:00.008+08:00

I'm back. I'm not gonna update on what happen for the past few days or weeks. I enjoyed my b'day though the little ugly scenes. I just got up, then i will kenna stomach ache in the morning. Must go clean my room. :D

2009-10-07T16:15:00.001+08:00

currently in vika house, im so sorry for the past few days ive not updated my blog my internet is down and it'll be fix by november. So yeah, im doing good byee.

2009-09-23T20:08:00.004+08:00

a betrayer is always beside you. :D
thanks, not only you're at fault i'm also.
I'll take the blame for trusting you,
and you'll take the blame for being such a bitch.

all time fav.

2009-09-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

Of all pains, the greatest pain, Is to love, and to love in vain.

2009-09-21T19:26:00.003+08:00

When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.

2009-09-21T15:46:00.005+08:00

Friday:

Yeahh, after school, went bukit batok to releck with ramizah all, and then went to yishun with cousin to change jeans. Then had our dinner there and went home.

Saturday:

Left the house in the evening,went bugis with shanbagam,sashir and ramizah, then came along satish, shop shop bought a skirt and two tubetop then had our dinner left with me and satish then nixit joined us, then left met my sister at bugis and went back together.

Sunday;

Went watch the uglyturth with cousin,don't bother asking me it was a NC16 movie but still managed to watch, before the movie went KFC had our lunch then thadj came along for a while, then he left we went for the movie then went to releck somewhere near wdls then went her house back around 10+ stayed over there and now blogging. :D

2009-09-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

I drank tears of joy and smiled my teeth because my heart is flying like a bird and i'm all around happiness,for no reason.

!@#$%^&*()

2009-09-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

I look around, turn the radio down
He says, ?
Baby is something wrong??
I say, ?
Nothing I was just thinking
How we don't have a song? and he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow'
Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

i wish he sings it all the time, aww baby i miss you so

saturday nightt

2009-09-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

& when you just have the best people around you. I so love you :)

showtime

2009-09-14T19:21:00.004+08:00

And its true enough, nobody knows when one comes and leaves.

Well, if this is what you want so be it. So all i have to say is thanks.

Because of a few things you're doing this,and you say you're being forced? wasn't i forced to stay away from you? ouh, your family is important to you, and mine isn't right? be it. And you say sorry for what? you want this right. There's nothing left to say, I've already spoken every things broken. Good uh, thanks. No difference from all the other sista bastards. Hmm? want me find new bestie go get one yourself. And you still can call me a bestie? i'll make my self happy somehow. But don't forget one thing, what i do is what you do with me. Make them fellows understand.thanks for being there whenever i needed you,but I've also realized something not all people can be trusted and can be proved best friends. Because the fun ones out there are not gonna stay for long. goodbye. have a happy life ahead.

Wanna forget things and don't make myself restless.
Well few days had been great, two weeks gonna study like nobody's business.
Then its two months hols so can enjoy weeee. :D
alright, wanna have my dinner then off to do some maths ques.
LOL ever seen me blogging abt studying? hahah.
got to go right now, byeeeeeee and oh yeah i'm not angry with anyone,
its just for her own good her family is there no need worry for her.

,bbytinaa

temple,teck whye

2009-09-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

Went temple with my two single ladies. Shalini and nandhini, i had super much fun sathya came along.Then went to releck near teck whye, sathya and nandhini were having fun we took the chance took pictures from her phone. And i so miss my kutti shalini my only thangatchi i love youuuuuuuuuuuuu! Saw francesca there, that kuku didn't tell me she was coming bukit panjang i so hate her for this, saw nattu while going home, ignored him like as usual then saw tashini was with vijay talked alil while then went home, ate cake played with my hammies and then now blogging.Gonna wash my face and hang on the line with my precious, byeeeeeeeeeee!

I LOVE my friends. :)

and if you call me one thanks cause sluts have their own standards. :DD

fish fish

2009-09-06T11:32:00.003+08:00

shooting star. :)

Daddy :)

enjoying the wind.

shot by preeti.

the moon and meeeeee

fishing.

Went fishing yesterday with family at east coast,

enjoyed my day though i'm terribly sick

friday night.

2009-09-05T14:25:00.006+08:00

Met, ramizah at bb, went back to bukit panjang saw a doctor,

then ate at long john's then releck at carpark. :)

i enjoyed my day not going for oral lol.

~~`

2009-09-03T18:38:00.001+08:00

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the chances
I took the money,
battled and fought
Cuz I thought you really loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds
I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good I’ll be okay

one mothafucker

2009-09-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

You cock sucking
cum guzzling
shit eating
piss drinking
little whore ass
bastard motherfucker.

I'll rip your intestines
Out your ass, hang you with them
Cut your balls off
Shove them down your throat
Dig your eyes out with spoons
Shove them up your ass
Let evil monkeys eat your brains
Fill your empty skull full of gasoline
And set it on fire

I hope you have a dark night
And a leaky boat
When you cross the river Styx
And I hope the three headed dog Cereberus
Makes a meal of your ass,
Pluto a snuff box of your skull,
I hope the Devil jumps down your throat
With a hot harrow
And with every pin tears out
Your gut, and sends your empty carcass
Flying across Hell
Where I hope you scream like a pig
"I'm so sorrry"
In the deepest most fiery pits.

fuck you, yeah you.
~to my dearest bro sylvest.

Fun day , fun friends , fun place.

2009-09-01T20:01:00.005+08:00

Non stop fun yesterday, thanks for the day guys.

Went cck straight after potong pasir.

Met faalah another non stop fun,

talked shit and then laughed in 925 bus,

lol really enjoyed my day. :)

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

I'm sorry rahimah,but i still hate you sundal.

but girl,
You can talk all you want

but my skin is really thick,
I’m the leader of a crowd

and my game is really slick.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

2009-08-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO

MY CHEEKYBOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

pasir ris. :)

2009-08-31T18:08:00.001+08:00

Went to pasir ris, satish house with faalah babyyyyyyy :)

shoppingggggg

2009-08-30T20:57:00.004+08:00

this is for Saturday's post.
So the day started off, left my house around 2 met faalah near my place took 963 to vivo then slack there till 5, then train back to dhoby gaut while waiting for Mr.naughtygirl we went to Marks&Spencer to get some stuff,we shopped and shopped and shopped.Then they were having The body shop promotion thingy,got some stuff from there also.Then he came, then walked down to far east had our dinner then just walk walk around then went arcade played allot of nonsense then played pool, we made a fool out of ourselves. Then trained back to cck from there took cab went home, and reached exactly at 12.30 LOL. & the colour code was black and white, we expected people to respect us while we were walking, thought we were ZEBRA crossing and most of them will stop but no one did, disappointment. lol i know its lame.

Thanks for the day guys. :)

2009-08-24T20:54:00.001+08:00

MCYS with ghazali and nixit,

more pictures will be uploaded soon. :)

final goodbye.

2009-08-21T15:19:00.002+08:00

Cause your words don't translate, and its getting quite late, pls don't stay in touch, cause there's a hole where your soul should be.

2009-08-20T15:38:00.000+08:00

Pictures suppose to be uploaded last saturday.

nobody's leaving,nobody's loving

2009-08-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

Cause i know that you're living a lie, thats okay cause in time you'll find that what goes around,goes around, and comes all the way back round, what happens when karma turns and bite you? and you're the reason for your own misery.

Cho chu kang.

2009-08-18T19:32:00.003+08:00

Was suppose to meet SOME PEOPLE, plan changed met rani together with faalah went cck had lunch suppose to go west coast to meet ghazali,but he told me not to come there so was suppose to go bukit batok but i stayed near cck then saw the whole group of Indians that normally sit down at cheers, siva was damn alone there. So i went to talk to him, relecked there but i didn't realise there were more indians coming, saw vikineswari had a bigggggg chat with her then left to faalah's place, then vika joined us. Stayed for a while then left the place. And anand was so funny just now!

Oh boy; i pity. Please Don't say you're waiting for me because I'm single, cause i can't get over my ex boyfriend. I'm so sorry satesh. Cheer up. :)

Nevethira niroshan nixit.

2009-08-17T19:14:00.003+08:00

I was very bored, i edited this picture of my cousin.

Hahahah!

2009-08-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

the perfect drama

2009-08-13T19:29:00.006+08:00

All the single ladies
Now put your hands up
Up in the club,we just broke up
I'm doing my own little thing
He decided to dip, but now you wanna trip
Cause another brother noticed me

I'm up on him, he up on me
Don't pay him any attention
Cried my tears, for three good months
You can't be mad at me
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you should have put a ring on it

Ooo, ooooo, oooo
I put gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
Fit me tighter than in my jeans
Acting up, drank in my cup
I could care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Don't pay him any attention
Cause you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels to miss me

Don't treat me to the things of the world
I'm not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
You're a man that makes me then takes me
And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I'm the one you want
If you don't, you'll be alone
Like a ghost,I'll be gone

2009-08-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

TRUST ME! i go school like an undoh. LOL.
Today was just a normal boring day.

Went home straight after school and slept like a pig. :)
as usual fridays are my off days, so not going sch tmrw.

I'll be going temple, past two weeks didn't go.

So yeahh.

babygirl,goodluck!;your seven years of bad luck is gonna start.

and i knew this the very start of the day, nini im so glad that you told me all these earlier.Its heartbreaking though.

I like this day.

2009-08-05T18:39:00.008+08:00

PICTURES TALK MORE.

2009-08-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

and when it comes to a battlefield,its earthquake

school then cck

2009-08-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

Went to cck today to releck wit faalah after so long. Yayness!

dinner

2009-08-02T18:58:00.002+08:00

Went dinner at woodlands with family.

vivo

2009-08-01T18:49:00.001+08:00

Heyo,had fun with vika at vivo, on saturday

sadly faalah couldn't come.

2009-07-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

Didn't go school today,

went to woodlands to meet vasanth watched the new malay movie,

then went home and rest all the way. :)

mum's b'day

2009-07-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

Okay i seriously look pregnant, my stomach is super fat man!

oh god i didn't realise that.

zoom in the picture you'll see a floating man trust me.

bad eye day, obviously what you sleepless nights,tears.

Happy birthday mummy and sathesh.

2009-07-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

could be something mental going on with him, maybe he needs some medication.

the drama

2009-07-17T20:52:00.006+08:00

Heys, today school was normal. It was so much better than yesterday. Finally vasanth messaged me. :) So after school, went bukit batok to meet two people. I'll upload pictures soon as i get them. Then went home got ready, and left temple with Hannah.Ate there, had a chit chat. And we left,now at home bursting my head, finding walls to bang on.When you are stress please don't cry,you can never stop.AND don't get emotional. That's the two mistake I'm doing right now. I'm so weak lah. Stand strong bitch!

obsessed,\&desperate.

2009-07-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

Your lips like sugar.

FACEBOOK QUIZ

2009-07-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

Tinashini just took the "How much hurt do you have inside of you." quiz and the result is You are deeply hurt.

You are really hurt, if you know why then try to sort the problem out in the most humble way you can. maybe you need to forgive to move on. Either way holding onto hurt doesn't do the soul any good.

so true baby.

2007

2009-07-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

This is a super old picture that i love allot.

2007;this was i how looked.

I miss my hair. :(

the only two

2009-07-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

Good friends are easy to find,bestfriends are not easy.
we've gone through allot being together,the bad and the good.
We've fought several times,but we still believe that we can remain bestfriends. I dunno what made vika come back to us,but we're glad.
I hope there's not a another time we have to say goodbye.
Because i cannot give face always. You guys know me very well.
I've shared everything with you'll, from A to Z. Thanks for all the advices and the small things we said when we are on G-Sooru. Its fun to have limited friends, because i don't need anyone else. I have my family, my boyfriend and you guys. Its enough for me. I love you guys always. :)

2009-07-14T19:41:00.005+08:00

School,releck-LIKE ABIT OF STUDYING,home,eat,

talk on the phone,computer,blogging,face book.

MOST SUMMARISED.

2009-07-13T18:58:00.004+08:00

Hey, didn't go school today due to constipation like shit luh fuck.OKay but i was able to move around and go out of my house hahah. Mum is mad at me because of this lol.Got dresses had lunxhwith my cousin sasi at macs, then left to cck,went uthis house,obviously there were allot of people,faalah couldn't come out at that moment so msged vika to meet me near her place, then faalah came along, went to vika's block upstairs,once we're done we went sunshine place,bought seaweed and eat like pig hahah, then they sent me 975 bustop, board the bus then went home, bathed. Then blogging now. Gonna facebook bye.

2009-07-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

2009-07-10T08:12:00.001+08:00

Hello people.I'm in a super good mood today. We sorted out things between me and vika. I'm glad things are back to normal. I'm in school rightnow, i'll blog once i'm home. FACEBOOK-ING. BYEE

2009-07-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

went out.home,gonna rest bye.

2009-07-08T10:03:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL RIGHT NOW.

BUKIT BATOK LATER.

BYE. :)

movie

2009-07-07T14:21:00.003+08:00

T R A N S F O R M E R S . :)

So yes.Pictures speak more,

watched transformers on monday with friends.

Pictures.

2009-07-05T18:31:00.004+08:00

I didn't upload these pics before.

things are not right

2009-07-05T13:18:00.004+08:00

Okay i'm super tired. Well, goodmorning. Yesterday went over my cousin's place, she just returned from aus. So yeahh, enjoyed there.Reached home like just nice before siva manusula sakthi started. Watched that movie till 12. Almost going to bed, nattu called me regarding a few stuff.Had to rush down, Sylvester fetched me.Then waited in the car for Suhen and Hamesh to come out.,went to get a mango juice at 7&11 then they came, drove to potong pasir.Settled a prob there, then nattu and i went home. Okay i hope shamaya doesn't read this. Then as usual,jumped in. And back to home sweet home. Slept and woke up around 12.50. Had briyani for lunch and now blogging. :) Later will be going cck park with the aunties. haha
Okay bye, happy sunday,have a nice day.

temple.

2009-07-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

Off to temple byee. :)
last weeek. yeepee.

make me happy,its a mission

2009-07-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired, so weak, so upset, so disappointed. It's me against the world. Me, me, me. There's so much in my head and there's too much load in my heart already, it's enough

argh! this is a shit

bring back my smile

2009-07-02T09:21:00.003+08:00

Hey,i'm in school right now. Having POA lesson two freaking hours cannot tahan so came here.
& anyway yesterday on faalah's post. I wasn't out with her, that was to make her brother believe she was out with me. So yeahh. I kinda feel lonely without a few people i love. Will be heading home later early.i swear i need a good sleep, my eyes are dark already,dunno whether its because of lack of sleep or tired or stress or something else? Yeahh, mum cooked briyani today. WAHAHAH! alright.I wanna stop here. After this is another boring lesson.ss.argh! and and,yesterday night was a funny one. Imagining is real fun. But i was all alone, my cousin when home alrd. Sad right? hais. Roll,cried.laughed to myself just to cheer myself up. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! dan just pinched me. :( Okay bye ladies and gentle men.

I've often regretted my speech,but never my silence.
Baby your words hold no more meaning.

so i'm the fucked up one here.

2009-06-30T17:27:00.011+08:00

I don't think for the week I'll be blogging, because i know its gonna suck like shit.The last week of putting lemon for my durgai. Hope what I've prayed will come true. And after all i believe in karma,things should end faster. I'm still a child to my parents,how much they love me is how much i care for myself. I don't wanna see myself being disturbed.I can't cry everyday,i can't stare at the floor everyday,i can't skip my meals,i can't carry this on. When a guy who took care of you so much, who gave you everything you need, who showed you happiness,who will not question you,who will show you what is life,who was 1 out of the 100 ,who was my strength when i was weak,most of all who treated you like a princess on a gold plate just leaves like that, its like waking you up from the most nicest dream you were having. And there is not even one to tell me not to worry, not even one to tell me that he'll be there no matter what,not even one to tell me that if you put your heart and soul things will work out. This is the most heartbreaking/heart paining shit i can ever think of.I dowan these to happen to me because i've seen my loved ones go through this shit. I hope you won't crash my heart,by turning around and calling me just your friend. Its not like things are over,it seems that this is what you want. Once you have taken your decision what is there for me to say?But darling, its you who i love,and can't move on because i will never be ready to say goodbye. ily boy.

Your poison is running through my veins darling.

First day of sch (:

2009-06-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hello girls and boys. Hahah today was first day of school, more of like not a sch day. Morning got up with just 2hrs of sleep, then got ready went school met faalah outside my class, stayed in school till 9,hen really i cannot tahan the boring-ness so reported sick then went home, got ready haha went to kosheila's house, anitha, anna, dhhhini & shantini+her boyf came along. Then drinked abit just to get rid of the cramps i was having,dry gin is my best medicine haha. Then went yew tee to meet faalah,her cousin, and the most cutest baby,my fatty boy.Played with him all the way then trained back to cck, then took bus and reach home around 6.30. Bathed and now blogging. :)
Tmrw is school, i hope i can wake up and get my ass to school. Alright i wanna eat. Bye.
Shall blog tmrw about my school once i'm home. haha.

showtime

2009-06-27T17:34:00.002+08:00

Okay bye, i'm off for the show.

Gonna meet faalah.

Saari-s :D

2009-06-26T14:58:00.001+08:00

Happy with it.

2009-06-25T13:44:00.008+08:00

Okay its been quite some time i blog long.
Well for the past two days vasanth has been coming my house because today is his court case, and i'm super worried that he might get the chance to go in, oh my like the god.
Okay so on Tuesday was swimming before going swimming, vasanth and faalah was in my house,cam whored a bit. Then yesterday vasanth accompanied elan to camp so on the way he came my house for a small visit, then we went woodlands to drink, i didn't drink again wahahah! Then went back home, then again vasanth in the night came.. cousin was in the room also, then he left at around 5. I'm really gonna miss him if he's gonna go in. I really cannot imagine. Hais.
I will really miss the small fights the great times. I miss you boy. Takecare,love you :D

2009-06-21T21:11:00.001+08:00

Do you remember the person you first kissed?
-i think it was my mom ?
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
- yeah.
Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
-yeah obviously.
Ever kissed anyone on your top
friends?
-top friends list ?
Kissed someone with a gf or bf?
-haha it wasn't my fault past is past.
Ever kissed someone younger than you?
- cousin.
Older than you?
- yeah
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like?
-for wad?
Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser?
-when was that? eww.
Kissed or Been Kissed YES or NO
-yes duh!
On the cheek
-yeah
On the forehead
-yeah
On the nose
-yeah
On the lips
-yeah
With tongue
-LOL yeah
In the park
-yeah
In public
-yeah
In a car
-haha,yes.
While driving in the back seat
-no.
In the movies
-no.
On a bench
-yeah
Upside down
-hahah thats just soo uncomfortable to even think abt it.
Sitting on their lap
-yeah
Laying down
-yeah
In broad daylight
-yeah
At a fair
-fun fiesta hahahahahaha~
At night
-yeah
In the rain
-haha i missed those little rain drops.
All of the above
Your LAST kiss
The last time you kissed someone?
-yesterday.
Was it a game? (truth or dare, spin the bottle?)
-nahhh
Was this person older than you?
-yeah
Was it a friend?
- boyfriend lah deyy,
Do you regret this kiss?
- never to.

2009-06-20T16:46:00.003+08:00

I just came home, went temple in the morning,had prayers. Then once done with temple-ing,sister left home, me and mummy shopped a lil at mustafa, bought a few stuff. Then took bus and home now. :)

blog later, i wanna sleep for a while. byee.
super tired.

2009-06-19T21:22:00.001+08:00

UNNAI KANDANE MUTHAL MURAI NAAN

UNNAI KANDANE MUTHAL MURAI NAAN
ENNAI THULAITHENEY MUTTRILUMAAY THAAN
KAATHAL BHOOTHAMEY ENNAI NEEYUM THOTTAI
HAYYO HAYAYO.ACHCHAM VARUTHEY

THAPPICHELLAVE VALIGAZH ILLAI INGE
HAYYO HAYAYO..CHEE ENAVO PANINAAY NEEYE

UNNAI KANDANE MUTHAL MURAI NAAN
ENNAI THULAITHENEY MUTTRILUMAAY THAAN

ERIGIRE MAZHAI ITHU KULIRGIRE VEYIL ITHU
KOTHIKIRE NEER ITHU ANAIKIRE THEE ITHU
INIKIRE VALI ITHU INAMUZHA POO ITHU
ITHAYATHIL MALARVATHU O PENNE

NIJAMULLE POI ITHU NIRAMULLE IRUTU ITHU
MOUNATHIN MOZHI ITHU MARANATHIN VAAZHV ITHU
ANTHARATHIN KADAL ITHU KATTI VANTHE KANAVU ITHU
AYINTHIL SOLVATHU KEZH PENNE

ENGINEN NAAN THENGINEN
YENADA POTHUM IMSAIGAL
VAANAMUM INTHE BHOOMIYUM UNTHAN THOTRAMEY
UN PER SONAALE ULLEY THITHUKKUME

KAATHAL KADITHAM ATHU KONJAM PESUM
KANNODU IRUKKUM PALA KADITHAM

PENNE NAANUM UN KANNAI PADIPEN
PURIYAMAL THAVITHEN POI SOLLUTHO MEYI SOLLUTHO

O KAATHAL ENAY THAAKIDUTHEY

SERI THAAN ENAYUM ATHU SAAYITHIDUTHEY

IRAVIL KANAVUM ENNAI SAAPIDUTHEY

POTHUVAAY VAYATHIL ITHIL THAPPIKKE YAARUM ILLAIYE

UNNAI KANDENE MUTHAL MURAINAAN
ENNAI THUZHAITHENE MUTTRILUMAAY THAAN

ENO IRAVIL ORU PADAL KETAAL
UDANE YEN ULLE NEE VARUVAAY

KOYIL ULLE KAN MUDI NINDRAAY
UN URUVAM THAANE ENAALUMEY MIGIL THONDRUMEY

NAAN UNAAL THAAN SWASIKIREN

NAAN UN PER DHINAM VAASIKIREN

UYIRAY VIDAVUM UNAI NESIKIREN

KADAVUL NILAYAY NAMM KANILE KAATIDUM KAATHAL

UNNAI KANDENE MUTHAL MURAINAAN
ENNAI THUZHAITHENE MUTTRILUMAAY THAAN
KAATHAL BHOOTHAME

ENNAI NEEYUM THOTTAI

HAYYO HAYAYO.

ACHCHAM VARUTHEY

THAPPICHELLAVE VALIGAZH ILLAI INGE

HAYYO HAYAYO

CHEE ENAVO PANINAAY NEEYE

ERIKIRE MAZHAI ITHU KULIRGIRE VEYIL ITHU
KOTHIKIRE NEER ITHU ANAIKIRE THEE ITHU
INIKIRE VALI ITHU INAMULLE POO ITHU
ITHAYATHIL MALARVATHU O PENNE

NIJAMULLE POI ITHU NIRAMULLE IRUTU ITHU
MOUNATHIN MOZHI ITHU MARANATHIN VAAZHVITHU
ANTHARATHIN KADAL ITHU KATTI VANTHE KANAVU ITHU
AYINTHIL SOLVATHU KEZH PENNE

ENGINEN NAAN THENGINEN
YENADA POTHUM IMSAIGAL
VAANAMUM INTHE BHOOMIYUM UNTHAN THOTRAMEY
UN PER SONAALE ULLEY THITHUKKUME

MANASUKKUL ENO SOLL SOLL
ETHIRINIL VANTHU NIL NIL
UYIRUKUL ETHO JIL JIL
ITHU SARI THAANA NE SOLL SOLL

2009-06-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

I just got home after going temple, went with viki,priya,shantini & niresh. After so long seeing them, but i was only with viki. Done with veluku for 7 weeks,2 more weeks to go yeepee!

I miss and love vasanth. :(
Didn't see him for two days,super sad.
& faalah didn't call me for two days also.
waiting for vasanth darling to come online to webby with him. yay! :D

2009-06-11T12:24:00.006+08:00

Its been long since i blog.
I dowanna type so much, anything just read faalah blog.
Have been sick for the past four days. :(

Today is super sucky.

2009-06-04T17:06:00.004+08:00

just came home, faalah didn't follow i went myself. Drank teh all alone in kopitiam haha. So lonely, then went down buy meatball then went back home webby with navitha. haha her dog and sis are so cute. Hahah her dog name is sheik LOL. Now just hearing song, so boring luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
faalah also never call me, she has been in her granny place like for a week. Wahh damn irritating.& ever since my phone dropped the vibration doesn't work so sad. *sad face*I need to meet nandhini to pass her money, but im too lazy and tired to go. Hais. gtg again,blog once im home.

2009-06-04T15:09:00.002+08:00

Heyo! I didn't go threading yesterday, met vasan woohoo. Hahah, Went lod one eysterday,go rounding for a while then went home around 9. Later gonna meet faalah, i die die wanna do threading, while waiting for faalah's call,
those pictures are up.blog later bye. :)

you can't expect for what you've expected , because things come unexpectedly.

might as well die.

2009-06-03T12:59:00.004+08:00

y'day really suck. Couldn't really get a good sleep,nandhini was disturbing me.LIKE OMG! but thanks for making me laugh, seriously serious i need self satisfaction now. I dunno whats up with me,maybe i being typical or like shan said its just too deep. Never mind, i just wanna forget what has happen. I dowanna share anything with anyone,seems wrong. Gonna meet nandhini later,threading. Might meet vasanth also that is if he can.Gtg,byee.

patience certainly has its virtues, but it can also end up being a bit of a cop-out. What's the worst that could happen if i make my move?

fucked up.

2009-06-02T18:12:00.013+08:00

Morning got up, logita was coming my house. Once she came i had my lunch then went and sleep for a while, then dardar called me arnd three followed him buy cigg then went somewhere in bukit panjang to meet sri akkah & nandhini plus, sara,shamiza,raphael,pravin,kumaran,sanjay&murali.Then cab to jurong ,they wanted eat but only me nandhini, dardar & pravin went. Then cab back to nandhini's place.SO irritating,keep annoying me in the taxi. Now Home, gonna leave in a while again goona meet nandhini gonna go bukit batok to meet satya,saran & mohan plus BB clique. Gtg , byeeeee. :) I'm gonna miss vasanth, he's at tp.
Btwbtw, I L O V E & M I S S M Y BB C L I Q U E.

ohh what a sick bitch.